and what am i to do with it?
i am burnt out.
no not burnt, i am finished.
i dreamt last night of a small place,
i could hide
i am not finished, i long to be.
but it lingers, the smoke, the heat, the sting.
your face...
your presence, don't stay gone
and i hurt more than he could ever feel
anything
there is no home here
just a place
and i dwell deep
inside i have dwelled deep
i am not or i am
i am diminished
i am finished
i am only in my mind, where it could be warm
but what is warmth
where can i find anything within
is it not just a projection
a reflection of the space
i am in
so i am waiting,
for this to all seem relevant.
for this to soar through the clouded
textured skies.
carrying me within, away,
gone, not in this mode
not in this mood
not in this space
where i am not relevant or
reduced...

and this one... there it is again...
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